marie antoinette (randomturtle13) wrote in poet_coffeeshop,
marie antoinette

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hot tears

hot tears flow off of my cheek,

right next to my lips.

i wonder why tears taste the way they do.

i'm so worn out on the inside.

like when you wash your favourite t-shirt,

way too many times.

hah, i want to write something beautiful.

but the subject too ugly,

too stupid and sad to write something

so lovely and poetic about.

and it seems that these words i spew

are hateful, or they come out as screams.

i hate what's happening.

i hate this, now, the present.

i tend to reminisce, and you know what?

i like it. a temporary relief of everything

and anything that's happening NOW.

it seems as thought there's a continuous air

of heartache, or depression that hovers over me.

no amount of medicine or friends or conversation

can fix what i feel. i wish they could.

oh, how i wish they could.

i'm so tired, and my body aches.

and most of all, my eyes hurt and sting with hot tears.

and why? because i can't help myself.

i'm too small, too weak, and i pity myself.

because i'm just a stupid girl in a big world.

and i'm going crazy. and i've let myself go.

just as i've let these hot tears fall

and scald my ever smiling face.


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my absolute FAVORITE FAVORITE "omg if a boy played that for me i would die" song was playing in your background

the soo good
it is soo moving and i really like it
now i have to go take the SAT
love you muches
:( awwwww it wuz really good..but also really sad. it makes me sad that ur friends can't help you or pull u out of it. but i understand..sometimes words just can't touch what's inside. and that SUCKS. it feels like we're all going insane soemtimes. :( too bad we can't just live in the past. :( damn all of it. it truly sucks.

NEWAYS..another beautiful poem. heyy--how about..i'm babysitting tonite frum six to nine and if ur not doing nething u can come over again. haha. if u want. but u probably don't bc..well..axel is CRAZEENESS. :) but u kno. just in case u want to get ur mind off of sadness. :) maybe i'll invite drew too and we can just..i don't kno put him in front of a movie or something. tehe.

luv you. i do! haha.
this is really sex-tacular.

my favorite part is the endddddddddd.

awww it made me cry. especially the whole friend part. i really wish i could do something.

that makes sense in a way though. i wonder if anyone would try to see why it is im so screwed up lately. is there anyone who cares enough to heal a broken soul?

it was a beautiful poem, as always